Inspried to Write?

Well, I have been a litte down the past couple of days. I recently lost my job and Anthony is about to get involuntary layed off from him job. I am kinda stressed and with the baby i know that that is not a good thing. I have tried to take measures to keep from being sad or stressed. I am trying to give this issue to God and trust that He will take care of us. But it is so hard. Whenever my mind starts to stray from the task at hand I have to remind myself that I have given it to Him and I cant take it back. Now, with that said, I have put in applications and resumes all over the place, so maybe God can show me his path soon. We shall see in time, I guess. So other than the job thing, life is going well. Anthony nd I are doing well. I am trying to be a better wife. Proverbs 31 has given me inspiration. I have also found a few blogs that I am now following that are a huge help to me.  My wants and desires of my heart God knows and i think he has brought me to these Christian bloggers just for the purpose of encouraging and and strengthening me. I have only been following for a couple of days and it is already a little bit better. I have also found that music is and escape too. I blare the music and it makes me feel better. But back to the bloggers. It amazes me that there are these people who can so adequately put their thoughts into words. I have a seriously hard time for that. My mind is all over the place and its like i cant focus on one particluar thought and think about it for a while because my mind does a squirrel. Its horrible and annoying. I feel like a failure at times. That nothing i touch goes right. That is a hard thing to deal with as well. Well the reason i am writing all this down is because i want to ask for prayer. These thoughts are my inner emotions and the things that i really struggle with. So i am inspired to write it all down and maybe, just maybe, writing this down will help better days to come.

Mind Puzzle

Ever feel like there is so much going on in your head that it gets all jumbled and tangled and it makes you not even be able to think. well i feel that way... its all a jumble in my head, like a crossword and a sudkou all in one. I know its not because of all the hormones from the baby, because i would get this way before.... i dont know, i am trying to come up with some solutions to detangling and straightening out all the ends but its not the easiest. I think i am going to start a journal.. I have One Note on my comp, i might just start using that, it has password locks with a tradition one doesnt really. So maybe writing (typing) down my thoughts will help organize them to where they need to be. I would write on here, but i dont like ppl being able to see so much of my self, so you all get teh skim milk version. lol. Well for now, i think i am going to go. I have to go get Matt from school and then go teach class, then sing. which i am looking forward to. well, again, bye.

Wondering

Do you ever wonder? I have been wondering something for a while. I dont know if  I am supposed to go one way or the other. I have also been having a hard time with something lately too that I am kind of embarrassed about and kind of upset about. I wont go into details, cause i dont like putting that much detail on the internet, especially if its something so personal. I will be vague though.  I feel like i try so hard to never get anywhere. I dont know the right  path to take. I mean, I try follow a right path, but i never seem to get anywhere particular. What do i do with my life? Where do i go? I want to go somewhere, where i feel like i am doing something good for people. I guess trying and not getting anywhere is in other parts of my life too. But one seems to be more frustrating and depressing. I try and try and try. What else can i do? I feel like i havent received an answer to my wondering. Well until next time

Little Prince

So I entered Matthew in the Little Prince and Princess Contest here in town. You raise money for the Lions Club to support them in all the charities and sponsorships that they do for the town. I received seven canisters to decorate for the collection of money, I have to finish these today! I have to clean first but I am having a hard time getting motivated! Pray for me all! I have issues with motivation. So Matthew had his pictures taken. He did alright. Not the best best picture of him, but the photographer did a decent job. I couldnt help but take a few of my own though. lol. So here is my handsome prince. Would you like to vote for him? Come out on Sept 12-15 at Edinburgh, In : to the downtown strip! We will be face painting and having a great time.

Batter Up!

 

 So on the 19th of August, The church went to Ohio to see a Cincinnati Reds game, which just happens to be my favorite team. It was awesome. We were a little late getting there. But not that late. I liked being able to spend the time with Anthony. He doesnt really do sports, but even he said that he had fun. I loved being able to take Matt to his first Major League ball game. We had some nose bleed seats, but it was not too bad. We had a little bit of a breeze up there. There was also a Mercy Me concert after the game, which was pretty cool. They are a great band with some great music. :-) Here are some pictures of the day. I hope you all enjoy! 

Anthony and I. Love him so much.

Eating Cotton Candy. Not the best idea with foresight lol

Aunt Sarah with some of Matts Cotton Candy. Who does not like Cotton Candy.

Not the Best Pic

Love this Pic. Although, the pitch was kind of low

What a Statement

My First Shirt with my new name. I made it.

Love the field.

Family.

Surprised Face. Love this picture

My Family.

The Gang

My Favorite Team

I love the colors in this.

Giant Lights

Shadowed Effect

He crashed and Sarah being a good Aunt.

Over View of my favorite Place in the World. A ball field.

My Number for eternity, In Loving Memory

Water shot.

Taking the walk.

Really Pretty Fountian

Dad looking off in the distance.

My Boy being funny. lol

God's marvelous Sunset to end a great day.

Matts First Day of School

 Waking up for School (not staged at all lol)

 Brushing his teeth. You have to have the hygiene.

 Showing off his new shirt that he loves

 Yeah, i need to work on my morning face lol. But still my little cutie pie and I.

In the car ride over!

Picture update

I will be uploading pictures this evening hopefully. I am at work right now though. Pray for me yall. I have not been having the best week. The weekend was great but this week is an all time low. Like depression low. I might have to go play some League of Legends and rape ppls faces.... Lol. Well that is all for now. Lunch time is about over.

Not enough Time in the Day!

Hey all,
 Sorry I have not had the chance to post this week. There is so much going on!!!! I have have four big things to do this weekend. I am face painting saturday morning. I am going to gencon Saturday afternoon. Mr. Cox is playing at Cliff's Saturday night. Then Sunday morning is Church and after church, I am going to a Cincinnati Red's game. I am super excited, but super busy. I have to finish my flyer for the face painting. I have to finish my costume for  GenCon. I have to get on designing a new tshirt logo for Mr. Cox. Then for Sunday, I have to get my shirt that i am making done. There is not enough time in the day. Plus do all my motherly and wifely duties. I think i am going to crash and burn hard this weekend. Oh, and did i forget to mention that I have a doctors appt next week!   Anyways, I better run. Lots to do! I will post pictures soon!

Movies to Watch..

The Matador

Pierce Brosnan plays an assassin going through a mid-life crisis as he approached retirement. He’s like 007 on a spree of existential questioning. Very funny.

The Good, The Bad, And the Weird

Two comical outlaws and a bounty hunter fight for a treasure map in 1940s Manchuria while being pursued by the Japanese army and Chinese bandits. This movie puts a crazy asian spin on the classic western theme. Extremely entertaining.

Tucker and Dale vs. Evil

A group of college students go camping for the weekend and, through a series of unlucky events, begin thinking that the harmless Tucker & Dale (pictured above) are trying to kill them. Tucker and Dale in turn think the kids are carrying out a group suicide pact. Hilarity ensues.

Kiss, Kiss, Bang, Bang

KKBB is a murder-comedy (?) with the epic cast of Val Kilmer as a private-eye and Robert Downey Jr. as thief pretending to be an actor to seduce the beautiful Michelle Monaghan, who is actually an actress.

Big Trouble

Big Trouble is one of those movies where all of these different people end up intertwined at the end of the movie. It’s has Tim Allen, ‘Puddy’ from Seinfeld, and it’s freaking funny. Enough said.

Once Upon A Time In The West

This is the most EPIC western film of all time. Even if westerns aren’t your cup of tea, give this one a chance. A master gunslinger returns to town to take revenge on a foe from his past. He makes Chuck Norris look like a total pussy.

Persepolis

A fascinating and truly unique animated film about a girl growing up in Iran during the Islamic Revolution. The story follows the girl as she grows up and struggles with her identity as a woman and an Iranian in a modern world.

13 Assassins

Where Once Upon A Time in the West defined ‘epic’ in the western category, 13 Assassins defines it in the martial arts category. As you could have guessed, 13 elite assassins ban together to take out an evil war lord. The final scene is a massive fight within a city the assassins have rigged with booby traps. Can I say epic again?

El Secreto De Sus Ojos

An aging detective takes on an old murder case that was never solved.

The Terminal

Tom Hanks stars as a foreigner from a war-torn country who is forced to live in a U.S. airport terminal until he is granted a green card. Having no money, Hanks comes up with a number of interesting ways to stay fed and comfortable during his stay.

Attack the Block

Aliens are attacking the UK. It’s up to a team of teenage hooligans to fend them off while angry drug dealers and police fail to see the invasion coming. This movie is very similar to ‘Sean of the Dead’ with it’s unique combo of comedy and gore.

Dr. Strangelove (Or How I Stopped Worrying And Learned to Love the Bomb)

The great Stanley Kubrick directs a story about a crazed American general who launches a nuclear missile at Russia during the Cold War and told the bomb squadron to ignore any commands to turn back. Meanwhile the American government races to find a way to fix the situation and prevent global nuclear war.

Downfall

Downfall chronicles the last few weeks of Hitler’s reign before the end of WWII. His highest ranking officers struggle between blind allegiance and fear as Hitler remains in denial of the impending defeat. Extremely interesting.

Tropic Thunder

A troupe of movie actors are dropped into a war zone that they think is all planned for the movie they’re shooting. Best two parts of the film: Robert Downey Jr. is a method-actor taking on the part of a black man & Tom Cruise shows up unexpectedly. I won’t say anymore…

The Fall

A hospitalized man unfolds a story to a young girl, battling his own demons within the story as he goes. Think Princess Bride, but a whole lot more colorful.

The Invention of Lying

Ricky Gervais lives in a world where no one lies, or even considers lying possible. One day he suddenly realized that he can. Everyone else believes literally everything he says, including that a woman must sleep with him immediately or the world will end. His fibbing is slippery slope that leads Ricky to be the only man on earth who knows what happens when you die

Drive

Ryan Gosling is a badass getaway driver (think Transporter) who finds himself falling in love with the married girl next store. He finds himself in trouble when he tries to help her out by driving her husband to a robbery. Amazing soundtrack with a very unique feel overall.

There Will Be Blood

Based on Upton Sinclair’s Oil!, There Will Be Blood tells the story of a small oil tycoon (Daniel Day-Lewis) fights his way to the top of the industry in gold rush era California. The soundtrack, cinematography & dialogue are flat-out AMAZING. I almost didn’t include this one because it’s a well-known academy award winner (Best Actor & Best Cinematography), but it’s too good to not mention.

Brick

Joseph Gordon-Levitt pushes his way through the underbelly of his high school to investigate the disappearance of his ex-girlfriend. All of the classic elements of a noir are cleverly translated to the high-school movie format. Is Levitt ever in a bad movie? Think about it…

Man On The Moon

Jim Carrey gives his most transformative and most-overlooked performance as the ‘eccentric avant-garde comedian’, Andy Kaufman. He may look like Ace Ventura in this picture, but I assure you Carrey makes this movie a must-see without any of his usual immature humor.

City Island

A dysfunctional family comes together when they take a troubled youth into their home who disturbs their delicate web of inter-familial lies, including a son with a fetish for watching large women eat and a father with the secret dream of playing a gangster on-screen.

Romeo + Juliet

Check out this artsy, modern adaptation of the classic love story. The lines are still in Old English but this film does a wonderful job of visually translating Shakespeare’s cryptic diction while keeping you entertained.